Wow it's been a while!

So, I haven't written much here since I moved to DC. Mainly that's because dating here hasn't been that great. Well that was until recently.... I met a great guy, and go figure he'd been right under my nose back at park Center. Things with him are just absolutely amazing. Someone I've been able to totally open up with, and he with me. It's been so different to be with someone who is so open with their emotions. I wish that we had more time together, but the time we have spent together has just been wonderful.

Sounds great huh? Well lets see that's how it was all happening, now, I haven't heard from him in over a week. Right maybe that's too soon to be worrying about anything, but I just don't have a good feeling about it. Anyway - about now I'm feeling pretty stupid for opening up so quickly. I try not to be so guarded, and allow myself to be open. I think this has pretty much shown me that maybe I shouldn't be so open, or at least not so quickly.....

Oh well, here we go again.... time to be sad...